I shall write a story.
A one day story.


I got home and i'm starved .
Doesn't feel like eating maggie thus i cooked egg and potato pancake which is shown on my twitpic.

I was being a really good girl and talking nicely to my mom since the day i came back from cruise. (Cause i felt guilty that i didn't celebrate her bday with her and i wanna treat her better too)

Okay, i cooked and stuffs.
At night mom called me to accompany her packet food.
And so i went .
Came back home and went to the kitchen. (She doesn't know i cooked. yet)
Then i just being honest and told her that i've cooked and stuff.

All of a sudden, she got angry and said why cook in her kitchen. (Previously she allowed me to cook)
She said that i can't fried things in the kitchen. And said that the oil splattered everywhere.
The floor, the fridge and the smoke sucker .
Like, wtf ???!

This is so ridiculous that i have to counter her attack of cause.
So i say back, that the oil won't splattered all over with such little things that i make for myself to eat.
Then she say that kitchen is to cook for non oily stuffs only and if i wanna cook, i should go to the outside kitchen and cook.
But the clothes are all hang out right beside the outdoor kitchen !
If i were to cook out there, i would get scolding as well right .
Tsk.
So she make me mop the floor. -.-
Using loud voice and stuffs.

I felt so.. soo... injustice.
Totally unfair and far from right .
Sigh.

Might as well write a whole list of rules and put it in the kitchen.
Like, no cooking in the kitchen without her permission. -.-
Stressful house rules .

I was being really nice to her and talk to her and stuffs previously okay !
Until that happen.
So it doesn't means that she just want our care, concern or attention.
I gave her those.
And she still treats me like this.
I was suppose to have dinner with the packet food as well.
But i was in my room lah.
Angry what!

Then when i went down pretending to fill my water bottle, there wasn't any food on the table.
Guess she either she threw them away or ate it .

Oh well.
Count this as my diet then.

Everybody in love go put your hands up ! (:

It's the new year.
2010.
Really hope that all the bad things stop when the clock struck midnight.
I've done all the crying in 2009 plus those stupid drama mamas.

Putting life ahead and start a brand new year. (:
Bet everyone's wish is almost the same too.
Wanna start a new life, put down the sadness, move on and stuffs.

Just dump my 2009 calendar down the rubbish.
Yeah, tomorrow going cruise with my babies.

I really wonder how this year will be going to be like.

The leastest thing i expect myself in 2009 is to be in that fked up situation.
Never will i wanna show how weak i am man.
Darn it.

Anyways, happy new year guys.

After reading von's privacy(lol), imma wanna write down mine too. (:
Some of my resolution for 2009 kinda came true uh.
Shall reveal them. :p
Kinda embarrassing man. Hahaha.

- Study even harder
(Kinda?)

- Make sure what you've done are always at your best
(Kinda too? Haha. I wanna make this resolution for next year too! (:)

- Be yourself
(Well, only when i feel comfortable(:)

- Doesn't have to care about others on what they think of you
(I've always wonder of how others think of me. :l (Always thought of the negative sides) Which isn't always a good thing)

- You have better friends
(And i do(; Lovelove!)

- Have better confident
(Nuff said)

- Look more girly!
(Hahah, i brought some dresses ok! But i still like guys' stuffs)

There you go. Haha.
I'm only enter-ing them so it'll make the post look long and tidy !

I'm gonna write down my resolution somewhere i can see everyday just like the post-it notes that i have in my room.
Those who came to my room before should know about this. (:

Haven really thought of my resolution yet but, it's roughly done in my thoughts. (:
Happy thoughts baby, happy thoughts. (:
Will update again when i thought of them and have written them down.

Night y'all ! Imma gonna go to bed even though it's super early !
(Not sleeping)
Love you guys, hate bitches. (;

Final speech.
I can proudly call myself a good-nature person.
As FAR as i know it myself with my eyes open fking big.
I don't need bitches to judge me.
I have friends for that.
Thanks.
I have friends that would think for my good and vice versa.
So yeah, save it for yourself.

I know this part of the post will make some people confuse.
There's too much people that i cherish to be name.
And if i left out whoever isn't that nice.
So if you wanna know who, ask me. (;
And if you can't get your answer, figure it out yourself man .

Met jill at 3 and went vivo.
Met up together with van and ate at superdog.
Then went to walk around the food area as van wanna get more food.
(This just make her sound damn fattening lah. Haha)

After, went St. James Power House for the flea market.
We just randomly walk around and not really looking at the clothes and stuffs.
Then we decided to go town.
Took bus, chatted and stuffs.

Went 313 to walk and after awhile only, van headed home.
Jill needed to wait for alfred to end work thus i accompanied her.
She forced me to have dinner with her.
And vanny ! Jill tried to hold my hand today. ))':
Super scary lah can ! )))':

Then had dinner and home sweet home. (:

And van say my blog gonna be like her's... -.-
So wordy.
As soon as i get my phone to repair man!

Ps, I wanna shop with no limits ! :D

Hello!
I just woke up not long ago. :D
Slept around the same time as ytd or rather this morning. Hehe

Yesterday went Orchard ION to for Christmas Shopping with family . (:
Nothing really caught my eye man.
Mostly my younger bro.
He's the most expensive one in our family. -.-

Initially, i doesn't want to go ION for shopping.
Most of the things there are expensive.
And not much of the things caught my eye too.

Before 'shopping', we went to this DIY Tenpayaki.
It was very yummy. (:
Price range around $15 - $20.
Depending on what you ordered.
I ordered sukiyaki. Super yummy.
I would show you guys the pictures but my phone connection having a problem.
And yes, i hadn't take it for repair yet.
Soon. Haha.
But first, gotta find myself a spare phone.

Then went walk around and stuffs.
Brought myself the Royce MashMallow (White Chocolate).
It's super nice too ! (:

These days, i've only eaten one meal per day and i doesn't feel hungry at all !
Sometimes, i don't even have the appetite.
Hmmm..

I've brought potato and gonna make some potato pancake ! (:
(This picture ain't mine)

Ahhh, just heard the car roar.
My bro went out. =/
Now nobody's home.
Imma gonna go find myself something to munch on ! :D

Till next time !

This is where my comfort zone is.
This is where i felt safe.
My Room.
Van ! Don't crawl out from under my bed will you !
I don't wanna get out of here.
I don't want to go else where.
This is what i'm feeling now.
So yeah, beta leave me alone for awhile now.